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Name: Kelsey
Location: Lansing, Michigan, United States
Birthday: 9/15/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: al capone, alkaline trio, amazing device, armor for sleep, bethany beach, billy talent, black cats, candles, cats, coheed and cambria, common ground, competitive swimming, computers, converse, corpse bride, crossfade, death, edward scissorhands, emily the strange, enhanced, eyes, fall out boy, fire, flirting, green day, greenday, halloween, halloween town!, hawthorne heights, hot topic, icons, jack skellington, law and order svu, local bands, loser's luck, love, mafia history, monty python, music, my chemical romance, nightmare before christmas!!!!, papa roach, phantom of the opera, pirates of the carribean, poetry, rocky horror picture show, salem, scars, seether, senses fail, slc punk, sleeping, south park, star wars, stars, story of the year, swimming, system of a down, talking to random people, the crow, the mafia, the rasmus, the starting line, the used, unwanted reflections
Expertise: pssshhh like im a fricken expert on anything
Occupation: Student


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Saturday, October 21, 2006

Currently Listening
In Love and Death
By The Used
I Caught Fire
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10/20/06 was pretty much amazing

yea its true, the game was awesome because i got to hang out with this really awesome guy, like yea wow. and it just was great. holt won to grand ledge! thank god! senior night! yea but i dont care it was just amazing..... &hearts;

 

 

~~Kelsey

 

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

Currently Listening
Remember Right Now
By Spitalfield
Those Days You Felt Alive, and Kill The Drama
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poems

your embrace

lets lay under the stars
please just hold me in your arms
thats all i need
is you

you have my heart
you have all of me
you're my one and only
please just love me an keep me safe

i cant wait to feel your arms around me
your kiss
your warm embrace
i hope that moment never ends

protect me from the world
i know you can
i know you will
please just take me for who i am and dont let go




lies and trust, please stop toying with me

sitting on a rooftop looking out on the world
i see a happiness i dont get to enjoy
my heart finally was mended
to be turned around and crushed again

why did you do this to me?
ive been lied to
ive been made a fool of
i was tricked, i let my heart get the better of me

when will i learn from my mistakes?
i ask what did i do?
you say nothing...
i ask did you lie to me?
you say never...
i ask you to make a promise to me...
you turn around and break it

you have been so deceptive
dont you know dont lie to me?
ill love you either way
i guess thats my fault

i love to easily
i care too much

will i be able to trust again?
will i feel safe again?
you are the only one who knows those answers
tell me when you know


Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Currently Watching
Rent (Widescreen 2-Disc Special Edition)
By Rosario Dawson, Jesse L Martin
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boredomness

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Monday, July 31, 2006

wow its been a while

hello everyone..... hows it goin? yea its been a loooooong time since ive been on this thing.... my sister got one so i was like meh what the hey ill go back to it once in a while.... maybe lol..... who konws..... but yea if you have myspace add me www.myspace.com/blackheart5689

ummm here look at some pics...... im bored so yea here ya go

AWWW BLACKTOP MOURNING! I LOVE THEM!!


Joe!


Shawn


Jon and Sammy


and Max!

ok bye bye for now

love to all

Kelsey


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

PLEASE READ THIS!

to everyone who i have every yelled at. to everyone i have hated. to everone i have every been mean to im sorry. i really dont like hating people or anything. i had a huge talk with my parents today and i never knew how i really view life. i have really changed in the past year. alot of stuff has happened to me. my healt, my family, my friends, all this drama is enough to make you go insane. there has been so much happening latley. i know i have really grown as a person and i can really see it, and i hope you can too. i really am changing, and for the better. im going to be doing a bit of an overhaul on my wardrobe, less black and depressing shit. im tired of being emo and shit, i really stopped being like that a while ago but seriously it takes way too much energy. im just gonna blow the bad shit off like nothing is happening because what matters is that im still alive, im still talking and walking and thinking in the end of the day. dont sweat the petty little things. dont make small things a big deal. focus on the real things in life that matter. my parents and i were talking about how everyone hates themselves in one way or another, i hate myself in general.... im changing that. i have really band insecurity and i dont believe in myself at all so thats going to be really hard and i will need your help! just enforce the fact that i can do anything to me and it will help so much more. im tired of failing my classes. im tired of failing at so many things. it makes you feel so worthless. im really going to be making a big change in who i am soon. i will still be the same kelsey i am now, but with a better outlook on life and everything, and just being a better person in general. so to anyone i have ever hurt, been mean to, anything at all im SO SORRY and im changing.
i love you all sooooo much. and im really sorry for who i used to be.
<3 forever! Kelsey



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